It seems that God wants to use us, wants to grow us up, wants us to be strong and wise and courageous. He doesn’t seem terribly interested in making sure we are comfortable. He would not make a good flight attendant.
i have doubts, i get scared, i get angry and frustrated, i have a tendency to let things define me, but i'm still loved and sought after by my God. i'm a living, broken fractal who's learning what it means to be loved, thoroughly and unconditionally by an Almighty God.
i love candles, sunshine and laughter, rain and tears, tea, mittens and a good book and a good thunderstorm. playing soccer, making music and writing make me happy. working with children is my passion.
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i'll throw my life upon all You are, 'cause You gave it all for me